I'm a new mummy with a weight that is in the very late teens. I followed slimming world all through my pregnancy and with out fail I weighed in every week of my 42 weeks of being pregnant. Up until finding I was pregnant I was on a roll losing weight every week and the determination was there to continue throughout my pregnancy. At 20 weeks I weighed the lowest I had ever weighed with nearly a three stone loss. After having my beautiful baby I had a loss of 19 lbs. with just another stone to go until I was back to my pre-baby weight.
Three months on and I'm sitting here and I have just finished a Chinese and wondering where it all went wrong. Who do I need to kid though, I know how it all went wrong. Every time I ate something I knew I shouldn't be, in my head I would think 'this is the last time', or every comment of 'you have just had a baby you shouldn't worry about what you eat' and for that moment the food was being consumed I thought 'yeah there right'. Deep down though I hated myself for what I was doing to my body. After leaving group every Wednesday I told myself this week will be the week I will pull it back but it never happened.
This Wednesday I will be walking into the Slimming world group I attend and help at and re-registering. I'm starting fresh no more chasing the three stone I nearly had, no more beating myself up about how I got to where I am now. So here's to my fresh start the excitement of my first half stone.
I hope you can stop by from time to time to hear about my journey and how I am getting on.
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